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Monday, February 28, 2011,6:39 PM

173. Jumping

Even though I'm kind of screwed, I'm still a happy kid ^~^

Studied so hard yet I got shit marks. Scratch that, I'm happy.

I have so many places I want to go to. Like Machu Picchu and Paris and Rome and Egypt.

And I want to see Machu Picchu and the pyramids of Giza and The Eiffel Tower ):

But sadly my parents won't go with me :/ Someone bring me along!

My hands smell like antibiotics. And I have no idea why.

Seniorsss want to bring me? :D Okay fine you seniors are forever sadistic little kids who laugh at me. >:/

I'm basically only online because my senior says she'll blog for meeee :D

Okay good bye.

Sunday, February 27, 2011,1:23 PM

172. Tonight

Yes so apparently, there's a problem with the internet. Cause both me and my brother can't load facebook for random reasons. Gah.

My senior just scared the wits of of me yesterday. Oh that reminds me.

If I say that sentence, my seniors will buy me Koi and give me $2.

BUT HOW TO SAY IT TROLOLOLOLOL. SO EMBARRASSING CAN.

Are you laughing at this? This isn't something to be laughing about! This is no laughing matter!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Nevermind. Go be sadistic little kids!

And I'm really serious about not eating sharks' fins anymore. I should totally go be vegetarian.

☑ Drawn world map on table.

☑ Made seniors happy.

☐ Made the person who my senior wants to happy.

So not finished yet. The last one's a hard one -.- The internet is screwed! My seniors need to come online and talk to me...

Saturday, February 26, 2011,1:24 PM

171. Today more than yesterday.

My senior says she that she will bash me if I don't play games with her on msn! :/

That's mean. Now she's saying that Mr Leow doesn't know me! ):'

AHH NOW SHES THREATENING ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

OMG/ I'M TELLING MY OTHER SENIOR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I think I'm born happy.

Friday, February 25, 2011,8:58 PM

170. Happy Virus

This post is dedicated to my senior ^~^ Cause she gets sad when I don't update!

"If I had a husband who... would go to countries without electricity with me just because I like it, I'll be the happiest woman alive!"

LOL. My seniors are so epic.

And I'm glad to pronounce that I've officially drawn a world map on my table covered with mahjong paper!

All I need to do is touch up on the Europe part and draw fold mountains and the places I want to visit and done!

My table will soon become an exhibition. I saw so many teachers today! ^~^

And some couldn't recognize me because I grew taller -.-

But saying hi to teachers make them smile! Or at least the teachers I wave to!

Like Mr Leow, Mr Adrian, Li lao shi, Mdm Lee etc. A student has advantages if they make their teachers smile ^~^

They like you better! See, everyone should be happy! Or at least I should.

Yes my senior, I updated! ARE YOU HAPPY! :D

EVERYBODY SHOULD BE HAPPY CAUSE HAPPY IS GOOD AND GOOD IS HAPPY!

I know this isn't a long post but training as drained all the energy out of me.

I'm never letting my friends eat their lunch break in peace.

I keep showing them videos of Jaesuk being stupid in Family Outing.

And if they actually did eat, they would choke, cough , then spit their food out onto me.

So I delay their eating time by alot just to make them watch it and laugh. Ah.

Now, off to find new ways of making people happy.

Thursday, February 24, 2011,8:46 PM

169. The story that I didn't know.

My PPR for the term is so screwed.

I'm so pekchek I have no mood to do homework at all/

So pekchek until I want to die. I hope I don't get my exam papers back by this week.

I may not be able to take it at all.

My brain can't take in anything at all. My mind is blank!

I should go sleep. But before that, I shall attempt to do my homework.

Saturday, February 19, 2011,1:42 PM

168. Forever

Everyday, I getting new follower requests on twitter. From people who try to spam me to buy their products and whatnot.
There seems to be a white cat in my condo ^~^ So cute!
It's funny how my degree hasn't deteriorated even after 4 years?
I don't need new specs, but I want new specs. My current specs are too small for my eyes.
I really can't wait for the school's Japan trip. I need to let out all my stress and scream at the volcano/mountain. (I hope I don't cause an avalanche or a volcanic eruption though.)I hope my favourite teacher goes for the geog trip! n__n

And yes food omg. I almost died from the food rationing in commemoration of total defence day.

Too little food for my not-very-small tummy :/

CAs are killing me. My white hairs are all coming out. That's bad...

Today's saturday. Which means there's Happy Together later on KBS world.

Another distraction... sigh.

I really need to stop sighing! I sigh way too much. Even my math teacher complains about it.

You can't really blame me though. The pressure and stuff is a little too overwhelming.

And it seems to me that I'm the one giving all my friends pressure because they see me studying in school after school hours. o___o

How...weird.

My senior needs to take care of herself. She's getting sick. And thats not good!

Remember to drink more water and sleep more my dear senior!

;___; I need to pay attention more in class. It's getting annoying how I don't seem to understand anything.

Oh wells, see you guys on Tuesday night my readers (stalkers)!

Friday, February 18, 2011,9:42 PM

167. Blue Rain

02. Forever - Fin.K.L

Now you can't go back to that far away place where you
sent that girl you're heart. To let go of her, there was
such a lack of time and I know that..but I become sad..

"If time passes
everything will be forgotten,"
those words can't be wrong can they?
You're gonna be able forget that girl too right?

I'll wait for you, with my heart open.
For you to come, for you to come to me, I was always wanting that.
Just come to me, although it won't be easy,
So that that memories watere by tears can all be put to sleep.

Do you miss her that much? Are you still crying?
Even if you erase everything, am I still not enough?
Even if I love like this, even if I resent your heart that I can't

have, when I turn around I can't forget you.

I'll wait for you, with my heart open.
For you to come, for you to come to me, I was always wanting that.
Just come to me, although it won't be easy,
but remember me whose living only for you.

If I'm not alone, but with you
I'm scared of nothing.
Be by my side forever.

At the ending of my waiting
The day that you come, I'll
say with an appearnce greater
than anyone else,
that I love you.

Yes so. This song is stuck in my head.

It's a nice song. Old, but nice n___n

I'm like half way through my CA1.

I'm afraid that I'll do really badly :/

And I think I'll end up going for every single remedial there is in the school.

Ack. Math and Chemistry is really screwed up. And so is physics.

Amath is going to be screwed too. And to think I'm the chem rep and my chem teacher is really nice ;___;

Ack. At least I have a school trip to Japan in June n__n

Hopefully I can climb to the top of the mountain/ volcano and scream my lungs out without causing an avalanche. That wouldn't be nice. (:

I've found out how to be efficient - study in school.

The best method. No distractions. No tv, no computer, no coke.

YAY.

I'm going to go back full blast on SHS after CAs. I need it.

Sunday, February 13, 2011,5:55 PM

Back it up.

Sometimes, I really wonder.
Are you really that pessimistic to actually laugh about a family reunion?
And even more, a family that had been separated from between a period of months to years?
Furthermore, It wasn't even a reunion. They could only see each other through a video.
And it wasn't even live. Why? Cause they live in developing countries and they all worked in Korea to give their families a better life.
Sometimes, I really wonder.
Why is it that my people are so superficial and materialistic.
They don't know what I want. I want to perform.
They don't want me to. I don't want to be some lawyer or doctor.
I only want to perform. Is it really that hard?
Results are most probably everything in this world.
They all want results results results. I don't get it.

Friday, February 11, 2011,8:39 PM

Shy shy shy boy.

Yes CA1's are coming. I'm blogging slightly before mugging n____n

I embarrassed myself infront of teachers yesterday. /sigh.

I was studying in the canteen (maybe mugging) geography with the humanities teachers sitting infront of me.

Then, Sabrina just came over and started bugging me.

And I screamed. "GO AND STUDY LARH!" Real real real loudly.

And in turn, all the teachers stared at me. Oops hehe.

At least I managed to finish Geography. I promise I'll do well for CA1s. For geog at least.

I've real awesome seniors. They really take care of me, lend me notes and give me suggestions.

Before they stop CCA, I'm going to write a card for each and everyone of them for helping me.

^~^ Yes and now I should get my butt off the computer and mug.

Sunday, February 6, 2011,4:22 PM

^~^

Exactly.

Here I am crawling back to blogger for no reason. Maybe it's cause I miss the blue - green on my computer screen.

Or maybe its cause I'm sick of all the work the school gives me.

Well, most probably. I got alot of camera's recently, my lomo and polaroid.

I sincerely hope I will get out of Secondary school alive.

Lucky for me, I've two awesome seniors. Probably the best seniors you could have.

And now, I'm sitting here at home while my parents are probably snapping pictures in Korea.

Nevermind, in June, I'm heading to Japan. /smirks.

Hopefully, I won't screw up Chinese before I go ^^;